what a day today. went out in the morning to walk around alone n played arcade. then after that played left4dead with frens n went home lols. and also i just got my 200 dollars frm the govt. lols feeling so good and i wont spend it. was a bored day i guess. ahh for now what i really wanna do is to look for a gf and i had some1 in mind alrdy>< but i think it maybe hard cos of how i look like and the stupid ns coming in june. and i wish that if i really had to go to ns the gurl would w8 for me till i come out. but nah its like so little hope.. sometimes i m jus wondering why did i played so much games and ate mac late at night. i have really regretted so much, i wish that i could be back to my oldself how i look like before. sigh nvm. i shall face the fact that i m like this n try sliming down everyday to accomplished my task on what i wanna do before i go ns. and to propose to that some1 i want to propose. oh well. enough for today i think.. will blog again tmr =D nights every1

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